Broken and Defeated

So valentines was an amazing day, I went to a murder mystery over at Brandy and Beau's house and it was a blast. My character was Players Scores and was a "David Beckham" like character. We all had our separate roles and there was amazing food there that I ate way to much of cuz I'm fat and that's the bottom line. Anyway, life has been a struggle lately with every situation.

• I'm over working nights as a server but I can't make enough money during the day to live off of so I'm in sort of a predicament.
• I'm struggling with friends, all the friends that I want to be around work during the day, and when they hang out, I work and when they work, I hang out.
• I'm still in school and have been over it since I started.
• I can't stop thinking about the past
  

Everything has been getting to me lately and after a great night of Valentines fun I came home and had a breakdown. I got mad at myself and blew up more then anything I ended up punching a door and broke my hand.

The story of my life right now... I just feel broken and defeated so if your reading this please keep me in your prayers.

Thanks:-\